Remembered (The Vistira Trilogy: Book 1)
I received a free copy of this book in exchange for an honest (non-reciprocal) review.
(Spoilers within)
CONS:
– There were a lot of errors in the book. The biggest one I found repeatedly was missing quotation marks or quotations that didn’t need to be there.
Much less of a problem, but there were also times like this:
“The scream of a police car, blazing down Queens Boulevard, ripped Emily from sleep.”
This is the opening line and I thought the awkward pauses in the middle kept it from having the intended impact. It’s full of strong words (scream, blazing, ripped) that seem to have their oomf punched out of them. (Compare it to “The scream of a police car ripped Emily from sleep.”).
Or awkward phrasing.
“”Never leave me,” he breathed into her mouth.”
“This was not a house she’d been in as a child. She grew up in this little house with her mother and father, as well as her brother and sister.”
– “”That means very little,” the doctor countered. “Most young girls have their first sexual fantasy about their own father, or at least Freud thought so.””
Genetic sexual attraction is actually a known phenomenon where family members who meet as adults are drawn to each other. Most people probably won’t think much of this, it just happened to be something I’ve looked into before so I was waiting for the psychiatrist to mention it.
– I enjoyed some of the buildup between Annella and Kellus, like the part where he walked backwards to look back at her, but I think it’s important to keep in mind that there is a line where looking at someone goes from cute to creepy. The next time when he was watching her shop and staring at her, unflinching, came off as creepy and obsessive. If he had a more natural reaction, like looking away when she spotted him, it would have come off better to me than staring. There was too much staring. Having someone stare at you all the time is uncomfortable and creepy.
There was something bugging me for a portion of the story. Kellus was an apprentice, and he wasn’t supposed to be in a relationship, but once he graduated (five years from start to finish, and it didn’t say what year he was) he could have a lover. The story constantly states how useless it was to fall for him, but the fact was that they could be together if they waited awhile and it wouldn’t have been breaking any rules.
When the story finally acknowledges that point he makes a big deal about how he wouldn’t be home often enough. I know it sucks if you want to be home more and you can’t be, but a lot of people live in this situation. It’s not the end of the world. (I forgive this a bit since they’re teenagers).
PROS:
– “Danus is in charge of making sure the hospital is clean and orderly,” Nordorum explained. “It seems that Cora has been amusing him with funny stories all week.”
I wish we saw more of this. I liked Cora and I liked Danus, and when this was said I was almost hoping they’d end up together.
– The last about 15% of the story picks up a lot and I was happy to read that section.
I think I need to explain in more detail how I felt about the overall story.
I’m not big on romances, but I’m fine with them when they’re done well. The story starts off with Annie living in New York under a different name, not remembering any of her past. She keeps having a dream about a guy. It was a little slow but I went with it.
The first thing that bugged me was that she was being treated like a bizarre woman and an “Ice Queen” because she was a virgin at 22. I suppose there are some people who would believe something like that, but for me you’d have to be way older for me to think, “That’s a really long time”. I’ve known so many people who were still engrossed in other things in their twenties to think it’s weird that a 22 year old hasn’t dated yet. There’s other things to do in the world!
When she traverses to the other dimension and regains her memories we go back in time to see how she met Kellus. At first I thought it started off strong. As I mentioned before, when they first meet she goes to glance back at him, only to find he’s walking backwards and looking back at her. It was fine. He was with a group of guys who were having a good time. That he would do something silly like that wasn’t odd.
Then he starts the staring. So much staring.
Another thing that bothered me was the “she’s pretty”, “he’s pretty”. Attraction is great and all, but if I’m to be convinced these two have a special sort of love I need a lot more than that. About 95% of their love was them swooning over how the other looked.
It reminds me of a story about a blind shamisen player. The man who helped her fell for her, but another man wanted her. When she rejected him he threw acid in her face, and she didn’t want anyone to see her anymore. So the man who loved her poked out his own eyes, and they lived happily ever after.
It wasn’t about the way she looked. He didn’t care that she was burned and scarred.
I didn’t get the same feeling from these two, so when the book was trying to convince me that they had a special love than transcended others I didn’t buy it. Almost the entire first half of the book was about how much she was attracted to him. I wish it had been cut down to a few cute scenes.
At about 50% in the story it picked up and we finally got to the part where she ended up in New York. I was happy because now it could move onto the plot with how she ended up in New York.
But then we see Kellus’ side of the story. A lot of parts are shown over again from Kellus’ point of view. I didn’t mind some, but I think too much got repeated. My view of him actually lowered because of the insane amount of jealousy he seemed to have. He was jealous of any male who talked to Annie, even his own dad. It was too much. His thought process rarely strayed far from the groin area, too.
Then there were a couple, “Oh, by the way…” moments. Two of these really stick out in my mind:
– The first time they’re discussing the plot and Kellus’ parents bring up out of nowhere, “Oh yeah, and there’s this whole prophecy about Kellus and how he’ll give birth to a super baby.” It’s brushed off as something they didn’t believe in so they never told anyone.
– The second one, and the one that really left me going, “Huh?”, was someone attempting to seduce Kellus. Remember, there’s a whole section devoted to the story from Kellus’ point of view. We see how he felt about Annie, we see what happened when she was kidnapped, and we see him start drinking and end up back at the Citadom. More angst than I like, but okay.
Then, after his section the plot gets moving again. When he’s back home and everyone is discussing what’s going on he suddenly brings up that a woman was entering his bedroom at the Citadom and attempting to seduce him.
My immediate thought was, “What? I don’t remember that part.”
I even went back and read his chapters again but I don’t see anything about someone in the Citadom trying to seduce him. It was brought up later out of nowhere. I’d think that would be something important to mention when he’s the main character for a few chapters.
Several of the characters spent time training with swords, including Annie. When it finally got around to them going after the bad guy I was looking forward to seeing her and Cora taking part in the action. Unfortunately, when he was confronted Cora wasn’t even there and Annie had her wrist broken in about a sentence. I was left wondering why I read so much about them training with swords; it made no difference at all. Then she got shoved around until the men saved her. I wanted to see her and Cora take part in the fight (although Danus, the cool guy who doesn’t let things get him down, was nearby, so that counts for something).
I think a huge problem with much of the story was the lack of real conflict. Most of the story spends time on the dilemma that Kellus and Annie had because he’s not supposed to have a lover as an apprentice. However, everyone around them seemed to be understanding, and even their leader nudged Kellus towards being with her.
There was some conflict when she first got back from New York to Kellus’ family and his brother was mad at Annie, but that was resolved with him apologizing. There were two bad guys, one who we never really see and the other we only see at the end of the book.
One other note I was disappointed on was that Annie lived an entire second life in New York, but after she got all her memories of her old life it was all but forgotten. I think she mentioned her friend of ten years about once after that, and none of her other life seemed to seep into her new life. She was never upset by anything, like how men and women were treated differently, and never had a different way of thinking through problems. Even when the women decided to learn to use swords she wasn’t the one who brought it up; Cora did. I’d have loved to see more of how living an entirely separate life in another dimension changed her view of the world.
It wasn’t all bad. I was fine with Annie for the most part. I felt like Kellus had a lot of worrisome traits (especially with the horrid jealousy). A lot of the side characters I was fine with. I liked Danus because he was an awesome guy who took care of his friends, and I liked Cora because she was assertive and confident.
The plot itself was also all right. It just got shoved to the side for so much of the book. If the flashback of Annie and Kellus’ romance was limited to some cute moments, and possibly some things they have in common rather than how much they want to have sex, and it got on with the plot sooner I think it would be a lot better.
I was confused why they didn’t do certain things (Annie was back and she knew who kidnapped her. Even if he was in a position of power, no other characters were shown as bad. Why not build up support and around town with her story then confront him?)
HOWEVER, I am interested in the story with the krogs and where that is going. I’m also curious about Dinora, who escaped, and why she’s with them. Despite all my criticisms, there is a plot going on here that has a lot of potential, and I’m actually curious where it’s going and what is happening behind the scenes. I wish this book had an editor to cut out a lot of the filler, but I’d be willing to give it another chance. Hopefully book 2 will have more Danus and Cora.
I’d give it about 5/10.